
He: What happened? Blow out!
Me: I don’t know like everything is going okay but I feel anxiety at times?
He: Why so?
Me: May be because there is something bothering me subconsciously and I’m not able to recognise it.
He: How come you cannot recognise your own energy?
Me: Because it is coming silently to me. It is a no noise scenario around.
He: Umnn. I can get you a bit.
Me: Haina! You feel that too?
He: Alright I don’t exactly feel it but at times I feel the same when I’m in deep thoughts. I feel it especially on roads while driving and all gets stagnant and I keep riding with all blank emotions. No movements in mind or no triggers. Just plain riding and everything around me go still, killer still. N about all, at the end I reach the exact destination with subconscious.
Me: Oh man! I can so so so damn relate. It does happen to me at times.
He: So, you too get it right?
Me: I name it ‘Silent Chaos’.
He: Aahahha, which is no more silent.
Me: (chuckles)
He: Someone suggested me ‘Blue’.
Me: Why blue? How does that help?
He: Stupid! It’s colour for calmness and serenity.
Me: So, you do feel serene?
He: Aham. May be at times.
Me: And how?
He: By just hanging around it?
Me: Like?
He: Like look at your right? There is a beautiful amalgamation of Blue and Indigo.
Me: Ahhh. I just like one Indigo. You know what I mean!
He: Yeah travellers do have a plus for it.
Me: Eheheehe
He: Look at it and I’m sure you would feel a bit fine.
Me: I definitely do. But, let me take a picture first. I will name it – Indigo.
He: Okay. But you have to stare at this picture whenever you miss me.
Me: I don’t miss you. You are everywhere.
He: Okay. Drama.
Me: Okay. Bye.
He: Bid you!
Me: Bid you enough.