Tinctures of Cyan

He: What happened? Blow out!


Me: I don’t know like everything is going okay but I feel anxiety at times?


He: Why so?


Me: May be because there is something bothering me subconsciously and I’m not able to recognise it.


He: How come you cannot recognise your own energy?


Me: Because it is coming silently to me. It is a no noise scenario around.


He: Umnn. I can get you a bit.


Me: Haina! You feel that too?


He: Alright I don’t exactly feel it but at times I feel the same when I’m in deep thoughts. I feel it especially on roads while driving and all gets stagnant and I keep riding with all blank emotions. No movements in mind or no triggers. Just plain riding and everything around me go still, killer still. N about all, at the end I reach the exact destination with subconscious.


Me: Oh man! I can so so so damn relate. It does happen to me at times.


He: So, you too get it right?


Me: I name it ‘Silent Chaos’.


He: Aahahha, which is no more silent.


Me: (chuckles)


He: Someone suggested me ‘Blue’.


Me: Why blue? How does that help?


He: Stupid! It’s colour for calmness and serenity.


Me: So, you do feel serene?


He: Aham. May be at times.


Me: And how?


He: By just hanging around it?


Me: Like?


He: Like look at your right? There is a beautiful amalgamation of Blue and Indigo.


Me: Ahhh. I just like one Indigo. You know what I mean!


He: Yeah travellers do have a plus for it.


Me: Eheheehe


He: Look at it and I’m sure you would feel a bit fine.


Me: I definitely do. But, let me take a picture first. I will name it – Indigo.


He: Okay. But you have to stare at this picture whenever you miss me.


Me: I don’t miss you. You are everywhere.


He: Okay. Drama.


Me: Okay. Bye.


He: Bid you!


Me: Bid you enough.